Monday, December 04, 2006
Exterminate - To destroy utterly; to cut off
When it comes to things I am not happy with, my response is usually swift. ELIMINATE!
Not the usual procrastinating self in this case. I prefer to take a harsh approach albeit unwise at times. Perhaps my stubborness takes the form of firm decisions, when actually made.
I don't usually change my mind. Few things are exceptions.
Few. And I will eliminate the few too.
MUAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAH!
Author's note: Imagine I was speaking in the Terminator tone. Hahha... i'm amusing myself here. Really. hhaahahaha...
On a serious note, really serious note, I am very very very lost. I've ran on a treadmill, with no destination, no purpose, not point. I AM coming to the sudden realisation that in the very areas of my life that bothers me to the point of crippling, where I expand countless hours pondering upon in my head, I am getting nowhere. NOWHERE.
I am left feeling like I've owed it to someone, like I've let somebody down, like I'm not been good enough or failed some expectations. I am indignant, yet fully guilty.
It's all in my head, and no action. I'm crippled by an unknown enemy.
What should I do?
shups! walked on the sunny side.
4.12.06.
4.12.06.